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||PKMN|| nightmare


Posted on 2011.01.06 at 17:03
Welp. I've so far survived my first week of my second quarter of community college.

I enjoy my teachers and my classes, in a sense. I don't care for the English subject, but fuck, I gotta do it.

Drawing will be interesting, I'm sure.

Math. While several times I've tried not to nod off, I feel I might do well. I rocked out my algebra homework in less than 20 minutes. Double parenthesis and all, bitches.

I gotta write some small thing for English and then I'm good for homework.



||PKMN|| nightmare

one does not simply rock into mordor

Posted on 2010.12.29 at 19:15
Current Mood: sicksick
this is how I spent my day on Tuesday.

Under here because it might be long~Collapse )
And yes I consider this epic.

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Posted on 2010.12.09 at 00:57
Current Mood: calmcalm
I finished my first quarter of schooling. Holy shit. I passed my math test with 100%. I... knew the material. And yet I sat there and watched the teacher grade. And it was still nerve wracking to think Fuckfuck what if I did terrible and bombed this?

It's just an awesome feeling. Followed by a slight manic episode in which, for some reason, I bought two combo meals from Taco Bell? I ... don't know why, really. I guess I thought I could eat a lot. Which I can't, physically. D: And then afterwards it was like...wait. What just happened.


That's life.

||PKMN|| nightmare


Posted on 2010.12.01 at 11:54
Current Mood: amusedamused
So my schedule coming up is pretty craaaazy. Sort of.

I mean. I work today. Last real day of class is tomorrow. I might be chilling down in Olympia Friday/Saturday with Sasha. Sunday I work. Tuesday I work. Wednesday IS MY FIRST COLLEGE FINAL. 8V O snap. And uh. Then work Thursday and Saturday. Starting to slowly rake in hours again.

I'm putting a freeze on buying Pokemon because, well, until they release new ones to the Pokemon Center.. I don't plan to buy anymore. I was sortofnotreally talked into buying a Skitty. It's so fucking cute AND ITS TAIL. ASDFGHK.

Tomorrow, since I don't work, I will probably, finally, drag my ass to Urban Xchange to get rid of clothes. I gave a large sack of clothes to Devlen and Taisha already, and I have some shirts to send off to Lisa. And then a bag of (mostly socks) clothes to give to Sasha. Surprisingly... my closet and dresser don't look any less full. I have two hoodies I might get rid of, but I wanna try to maybe sell them on merchbooth or something. *^*; Didn't work last time.

Um. UM. I might have some clothes for Lissie as well~ :B Herp derp.

Oh and I got a new, bright red side table. It's nice looking, except for needing a paint job. I got it free from a friend of mom's. Who said something that it was pretty antique-y or something? And when I looked at it the day I got it, I was like... antique my ass. Made of plywood and the bottom is cardboard. Yea, real antique. 8V

Didnt' say that to the person. Said it to mom instead. Herppp.

Okay. I need to go to work. 12:30 to 7pm cashier. D: I effin hate cashiering, too.

||PKMN|| nightmare
Posted on 2010.11.30 at 10:24
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: American Pie ~ Don McLean
On a minor...oldies kick right now. I fucking miss having a good oldies station. That used to be my main jam right there growing up. The Beatles. Don McLean. Peter, Paul, Mary. Etc.

Ffff I need to put some oldies on Lunchbox tonight. I need to rip some stuff from YouTube as well.

fffffffff random post.

Also. Tuna, swiss and chips. Tastey. I will probably be sick. Lovely.

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homg work.

Posted on 2010.11.25 at 15:14
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: the history of everything ~ barenaked ladies
Yea last night was an over night. 7pm to 2am. And yea. We didn't get done at ALL. 8D They were still putting up the ad and putting out merchandise. Ohh, please stay laterrrr. And I'm like... NO I'M GONNA PUKE UP THIS ENERGY DRINK SEE YOU LATER.

Oh and happy turkey day to those who celebrate it. :3 Me, mom, and the dog are going to just have a giant turkey, mashed 'tatoes, and rolls. Beat that.

And oh, I also have 5 cases of vanilla coke. Beat that. >:3

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Posted on 2010.09.22 at 06:37
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
so wake up this morning at about 5:15. heart racing. panic. wondering if i had a terror and don't remember it.

could also be the fact that the dog was climbing on me to cuddle. which is fine. but i wanted more sleep. so now i'm awake.

gotta go to school.

||PKMN|| nightmare
Posted on 2010.09.05 at 06:55
Current Mood: awakeawake
So I was out late at night Friday. Late at night translating to about 4 in the morning Saturday. I wasn't drinking or nothing either.

I wake up about 5 hours later to go to the farmers market with mom. I wasn't feeling too hot down there. Mom bought me a yummy cinnamon roll. I ate it. I went home and felt sick.

I continued to feel sick even when I went to work. I was ducking into the bathroom about every 30 or so minutes. In two hours I vanished about 3 or so times. I decided I wasn't staying because, hey, what good was I ducking into a bathroom all the time?

Boss lady was mad. I was like, hey. Either I stay today feeling like shit and not come in tomorrow, or I leave now and come back tomorrow feeling fine.

I went to my locker, feeling sicker by the moment. And, of course, some dumbass locked me out of my locker. Figures. I have to wait like, 10 minutes for Boss Lady to come upstairs, still mad at me, to unlock my locker. All the while I'm trying not to just die right there on the spot.

I got home in probably under 20 minutes, because freeway driving is awesome when you're feeling like you want to die.

I stayed in my bathroom for a while before changing into my pajamas and promptly falling asleep at about 7pm til 6am Sunday.

I feel awesome yet hungry. And I am eating saltines because I don't want anything weird to eat. Just bland stuff.

I gotta find work pants to wear~ and probably just my track jacket. I don't have any clean clothes. oAo;

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Posted on 2010.09.02 at 14:49
Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: Love The Way You Lie ~ Eminem (Ft. Rihanna)

School is paid for now.

All of it. Except books. And parking. But that's gonna be paid for soon.

Like. Just this... odd wave of relief rushed through me when I left the building. I got the answers I needed without any hassle. The people were extremely helpful and nice(I honestly excepted people to be short and snappy.... because, you know... school rush and all). It was dead so that's probably why I got such help. It was good.

I wore my new jeans and t-shirt today to... well, inspire me to go and pay this fee. I feel that it helped. I was carrying a binder of all the papers the school gave me, just in case I needed something, and I saw myself in a window reflection and thought, wow, I look like a student now.

It was a different feeling. I don't think I've ever really had a feeling like that before.

I realized... I need to color in one of the eyes of my daruma doll. I consider this the start of my goal. Once I finish, his other eye will get done.

Fuck yea.

||PKMN|| nightmare

friends only

Posted on 2010.04.19 at 00:45
friends only

cuz i says so

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